HELLODINO(:

2008-12-20T18:10:00.001+08:00

Kim says: hi.

IM BORED.

2008-11-28T08:11:00.003+08:00

Okay i'm not supposed to be here but this is for guides cookie lovers. (If you're still reading this blog.)

Girl Guides Cookie Sale @ lucky plaza area.
28 & 29 nov.
Look out for guides selling them.

Coolxzx? Come and buy. :D

2008-11-08T00:57:00.001+08:00

plusminustimesdivide@blogspt.
Bye and takecare.

Much loved,
♥

2008-11-01T12:00:00.002+08:00

the church bell just rang what a first day of the month sometimes i wish lessons are still going on homework books guides cip this year im not even looking forward to my bday i have to work hard but where's the motivation perhaps im being paranoid and perhaps that mistake can never be made up for im getting my brain off all these i shall pack my room do my work and perhaps bake my cupcakes bye.

2008-10-28T22:21:00.009+08:00

Hi tday was a gooooood day. Archery was really addictive(though my aiming's not that good). But still, not bad la. I was thinking of taking up their archery lessons but they'll be conducted on Sunday mornings which I will most probably be spending on fund-raising prep for project destiny. Besides, the fee is $60 per student and im very sure it'll be a big no-no to my parents. Perhaps, I'll take the lessons next time.

All year 3 homecoming cheers were rejected and that explains why we had to stay back after archery tday. I have no idea of our cls' final cheer but i hope it'll be okay. Lunched with yizhen kimberley esther and sarah before heading for cca leaders' trng.

Completed chem and cme wks with sarah.
And i tell you something, i bought a new bei nang.
It was fun starting fire with a few sjab people. Blow blow blow, i like to see the the kindlings catch fire and burn. But the fire was too small and we didnt manage to cook the maggie mee. :( Nevertheless, it was great fun. Haha!

Cashflow games and spring cleaning and results slip tmrw. Good day? I'll hope it is.
All the best everyone.
On a brighter note, I'll be getting track pants and groceries with kim and noob. Tomorrow will be the last day of school. Say hello to hike with GLs.
Yay!

2008-10-27T22:22:00.010+08:00

Had cell at sis' place this afternoon. Jadon is so cute.
He was smiling and making noises when we initiated to pray for him.
It's like he's joining us for prayers or sth. :D

Did elearning with peiying and we got full marks for the online quiz.
Hard work pays off. Yes peiying. Hahaha.
Trained to city hall and i didnt manage to get my track pants.
Shall go get it soon cause thurs' the hike and im really excited. Heh.

Archery and CCA leaders' trng tmrw. It's gna be a long day.
It's time i finish up my chem plus cme wks and get some rest.
Goodnight and God bless. :)

2008-10-27T09:38:00.005+08:00

Headed to church early ytd.
Settled some stuffs with kai and we chatted a little before i met up with cell for service.
I was distracted all the time. Smsing, stoning, laughing.
Perhaps you were right. I go to church for God, not for anyone else.
So i shouldnt even let these interfere my time with God.

Had cell, trained to wait for vip and trained to bl.
Dua pai. d:
Read kite runner on the way home.
Though my reading speed is freaking slow, i think im addicted to books recently.
I want to read those books bear and GLs told me abt some time ago.
I want to finish up my hols hmk and study.
I want to pack my room.
I want to get a new pair of track pants.

To people who love me, i love you.
And to people who hate me, i love you too. :D
I think im crazy.
Im well-motivated again and i pray this will last forever.

I shall go do my abcde-learning periodic table wks.
(Eleventh plus one)
Bye.

2008-10-25T10:58:00.004+08:00

Whatever it is, this week has been bad.
Everything's going wrong. But i guess it's what i deserve.
Walk right with God, that's all i know now.

School was good.
Watched a french movie. The butterfly. It was nice, really. But i was so tired i fell aslp and no one woke me up. :(
Roy loi and his students came too. I like Nathaniel(?). I think his voice is nice. Shou Yi and Karis sang Jay Chou's 听妈妈的话 with him. And wenzhong volunteered to sing 我爱的人. The whole class was standing up and cheering for him at the end of it k. Hahaha. Daren jianfeng and weiqi sang too. Brave people.

Had jihe at 220. We taught the jnrs how to tie qi gan and basha, did orienteering, and had 2.4km run as a company. I hope they did learn some skills and got warmed up a little physically after the long eoys break.

This year's eoeoys doesn't feel like one at all.
Everyone's gna be busy i guess.
Looking on the bright side, we're going back to tanjong rhu next year. It's so much nearer to our homes and sch will continue to start at 8. 2 yrs of travelling from one end to the other end of singapore turned out to be a great blessing.
Woohoo im happy. :D

2008-10-23T14:31:00.002+08:00

Im home.
Cme learning journey was okay. Learnt quite alot from other religions. The church we visited had structures of Jesus carrying the cross and all. Nice i would say. Went for a walk at tm with charlene and headed home.

I guess i need time alone, somehow somewhat.
Too many things are happening.
And the devils won this time.
Everything's gotten hold of me.
Me and me and me alright.
Give me a white flag pretty please, i need it.

Don't expect too much, i can't live up to expectations.
Not even my own expectations.

2008-10-21T20:47:00.006+08:00

Draw me close to You,
never let me go.

I've learnt alot today, lessons i will never forget.
There's more to life than just what it seems to be.
It's fragile and unpredictable.
Those who appear strong never fail to be the ones who have gone through tough times.
Treasure your love ones.
Be strong.

God is here.

2008-10-21T00:02:00.003+08:00

0002. Good morning.
Im finally done with the proposals. ;)
Okay so we got back lang arts paper one and two plus geog emaths and amaths.
Wide range, unsightly results.
The blame has to be on me, for allowing myself to get distracted all the time.
It's chemistry physics and hcl tmrw.
Another 3 blows to take. Pray for me pretty please.

This holidays' gna be really busy.
I hope i dont get all drained out.
Revision? May there be time.

I have to get a pair of track pants and clean up my room soon.
As for now, i shall go to sleep.
Good night and all the best for tmrw.

2008-10-19T21:48:00.005+08:00

Hi all. How has the world been?

Class chalet wasnt that bad. Managed to bond the cls a little, i hope. Played vball with Clicks on the first night. Very fun k. Dinner was drumsticks satays otah sausages and marshmallows. Ruixin and janson can cook well i realise. :D Arcade PSP and horror movies made up the rest of the chalet. And some facts tht i discover were perpetually disturbing. :(

Had recce at Camp Christine ytd. I was sleeping to and fro the journey. Had lunch at bugis with GLs and then we went to T3. It's forever entertaining to be with them. Super funny k. I love them and i cant wait for 30nov. :D

Service wasnt quite productive tday. Perhaps it's due to my lack of slp. But Rev Patrick Chew was funny. Hahaha at the chairperson joke. Nvm i shall watch the sermon online someday this week. Had dinner at grandma's. It's her bday this thurs. Happy birthday grandma. Though i dont say it very often, i love you. :) And yep dinner was prepared by my mum and aunts. Super yummy ok. :D

Os starting tmrw. All the best to everyone taking their papers.
And to d, jiayou k. Thirteeth. :)
Alright papers will be back tmrw and im so not prepared to see my grades.
Atc briefing after sch and proposals are due by 2350.
I'll hope and pray for the best.

Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

2008-10-15T07:57:00.004+08:00

Hello it's goodbye to exams. -waves-
I have no idea if i shd laugh or cry. Everyone was practically screaming away when mr yap said we're dismissed. But i wasnt. The last two papers dampened my mood totally. This eoys was really tedious. Blame myself for giving in to the temptation of my bed. And for starting revision just a little too late. Whatever it is, i should be enjoying now. At least for the next 5 days, i will. Bye to exam papers till i see you again with red scars all over on monday.

Temptation? I've given in to it all the time.
And now, it got hold of me really badly.
God please help me to learn to resist and reject.
Im sorry. :(

I'll be heading for class chalet in a few hrs' time and i've yet to pack my things.
I'll hope it'll be an enjoyable one.

Hypocrite.

2008-10-12T10:29:00.002+08:00

Hi all.
Chemistry is really tedious. Bad bad bad for my brain. :(
Nvm, 4 more chapt to go and they're quite short ones. (Just hope that they wont say byebye to my brain after tonight.)
Tmrw shall be hardcore amaths revision plus an early night rest.

It's time to say hi to energy changes now.
Two more days, two more papers.
God bless. :)

2008-10-10T20:27:00.004+08:00

(Two) more papers to strike down.
Okay i know it's just four more days but i cant stand seeing people enjoying their hols when im still trying to get a bigger memory card for my brain to store in more knowledge for the last two papers. But on a brighter note, class chalet and recce and GLs outing are next week. And there's so many more things i planned to do this hols. Woo.

Self-revision for 4A and year sixes starts next week.
I doubt they'll see this but all the best and jiayou for Os and As. :D

I shall play some games and get back to revision.
Last four days of hardcore mugging and i will end the last two papers with a big smile on my face.
Determination, people. Jiayou!

Matthew 6:33

2008-10-03T21:09:00.003+08:00

Friedmarsbars mosburger fries applepie donuts chocolates.
Hello sinful food, you all seem especially attractive during eoys.
And cas, there's three learning points today.
Peishan is neat demure and biology-ish. -Big smile-

Lang arts paper down.
Having the thought to give up at this moment? Think again.
"Winners never quit, and quitters never win."
6(or seven) more to go.
All the best.

John 21.

2008-10-01T19:49:00.003+08:00

Hi all i know im not supposed to be here but i couldnt resist the temptation. Pfft.
37 hrs(plus minus) to lang arts paper one and two yo. Hall's arranged in neat rows of tables and chairs all for the wonders of eoys.
I've been faithful to Macbeth, sticking my ass to the chair reading notes and ppts since morning. Bbyd is so much easier to understand k. And i swear im going to improve on my vocab after eoys.
I've yet to start on Physics revision when i've failed all the tests this semester. Wish me luck okay. May i not perish in the midst of sound and waves and forces.
Was thinking of the solar system while i was bathing. Yes, hi to the sun moon earth mars venus pluto. And yknow, i have no idea of the rest. Im turning fifteen in a month's time and i cant remember what's in a solar system. -thumbs up- i bet my cousin who's nine can tell me that.

Jadon's turning one month old this coming monday. Auntie lurb euu beli muchzxzx. :)

Daddy God, hold on to me like how a father will hold on to his daughter.
Guide me as i take every step with faith.
Pick me up when i fall.
I need You by my side Lord.

I shall heed Sara's advice.
John 18.

2008-09-28T21:09:00.004+08:00

Revision tday isnt productive at all. And topping it off, donkey got an Aplus for chemistry this semester. D:
It's 4 more days to first paper in a few hrs time and im not the least prepared.
I should just keep my fingers and toes crossed that God will give me the concentration-strength-motivation-wisdom till eoys are over.
Looking on the bright side, it's gonna be over soon.
I have to be on hiatus. No more unnecessary time wasted on this electronic device.
I shall finish up my revision for ABS before i go to slp.

Papa God, please let eoys be a satisfying one. :(
Im going to church tmrw.
I love you earthlings.

2008-09-27T21:57:00.004+08:00

Ever been to national library before it opens and seeing people everywhere? Sitting on the floor studying in groups and as the librarian walks a few steps towards the entrance, everyone stands up and rush towards her direction? Okay i admit i was part of the situation tday but i had no choice cause i needed a table, a chair and a studying environment. Yknow, half the tables near the entrance were taken up by kiasu dunmanians. Sec twos and threes, so many of them. I saw xintong there and she sat beside me k. (;

Finished up revision for bang bang you're dead. Borrowed a book. Went for lunch. Finished up QA at bras besah macs. Walked around, saw joshua and kelroy. Coincidence hm. Trained to bedok cause sarah needs to go home. Traumatizing sight at bedok mrt station. (No comments.) Went to the library. Conducive studying environment right kimberley! Revised ABS there and i've covered acids and bases woo. :D

Oh hi i think F1 is so noisy and such a waste of time. Yes im sorry F1 or car lovers but i dont know how to appreciate it. Zoomzoomzoom. Spending a bomb for a seat that entitles you to a slipt second of the view of speeding cars? Hm. Alright, at least F1 created job opportunities for the locals and allows the publicity of Singapore's night view and sight which may trigger the increase in tourism rate. Ha this reminds me of tourism and of geog and that i have two more topics to go. We're getting back geog test this coming week and i shall keep my fingers crossed.

I just remembered that my last meal was at one. No wonder im hearing weird noises. But now that im home my eyelids are getting heavy and the bed is tempting me. I shall get a light snack, wash up and sleep.

It's 6 more days to eoys,
and 17 more to eoeoys.
It'll be over soon.
Survival of the determined, baby.

2008-09-26T23:33:00.005+08:00

3F class photos yo.
Eoys in 7 days,
(and im not exactly prepared.)
All the best everyone.
"Survival of the fittest, baby." -bbyd

2008-09-26T22:45:00.011+08:00

10.
"Unforgiveness and bitterness leads to a heart that will flare, a heart that will turn cold."
Perhaps God was preparing me for what is to come.
To laugh or to cry, i didnt know. And i still cant bring myself to believe.

"So you make your face a mask.
A mask that hides your face.
A face that hides the pain.
A pain that eats your heart.
A heart nobody knows."

Please Lord, let it be the worst nightmare and wake me up from my sleep now.
1. Forgiveness is an act of obedience to the Lord
(Luke 17-3-20; Ephesians 4:32);
2. Forgiveness is an act of gratitude for the Lord forgiving you
(Matthew 18:21-35)
3. Forgiveness gives another what is needed rather than what is deserved
(Romans 5:8);
4. Forgiveness is always granted when requested without limitation
(Matthew 18:21-22);
5. Forgiveness does not demand restitution but seeks reconciliation
(Matthew 18:32-33);
6. Forgiveness does not keep a record of wrongs
(1 Corinthians 13:5);
7. Forgiveness does not gossip to others about another person's faults
(Ephesians 4:2);
(http://www.xtremexa.org/resources/Notes/unforgiveness.htm)

I choose to forgive, to love, and to let it go.
Whatever may come, i leave it to You.

2008-09-21T19:32:00.006+08:00

It's my last train ride home with you till 2 months later.
(And i had 2 dollars deducted from my ezlink haha.)
Miss me? I will be missing you, and your jokes.
Sundays have been the happiest and most motivating day of the week.
And my motivation will be gone for 2 months.
Maybe I should make use of the time to study and spend more time with God.
Don't forget your promise to me, countdown party. :)

Alright, im spending too much time on this non-living electronic object that used up gallons of water to produce one of its kind. I'll be on hiatus (hopefully) till eoys are over. Or at least till the next weekend is here.
Miss me and i'll miss you too. :)
Byezxzx.

2008-09-20T20:24:00.004+08:00

Hi im back home and i think babies are really cuteeeeee.
Feeding, changing of diapers, changing of clothes.
I played with Jadon this morn and carried him too. (Big smile)
Went to airport with angela (hoping) to do some revision and it was really (un)productive. T3 was infested with dunmanians ~~trying to stuff some knowledge into their head to get a good gpa~~. And hah im one of them.
Left the airport at ard 7.
My mood was so #$%^&* i was on the verge of crying again.

I've never seem to be doing things right.
Or at least i thought our relationship is the exception.
Tell me how to be a good child, friend, student, girlf.
Im done trying to help myself.
I never succeed.
And im holding a white flag with my arms raised.
I give up.

2008-09-19T22:29:00.003+08:00

Hi Jadon is so cute worzxzxz.
He likes to give the dot-dot-ohh-expression like teresa.
School was dry, and so had been revision tday.
I'll be staying over at sis' tonight.
Okay im tired so i shall go and sleep now.
Sis says i can carry Jadon tmrw, and i hope i'll have a chance to.
Yay yay yay.
Goodnight.

And i did it again. Pre-eoys syndrome?
That's what people see it as, and how i assume it to be.
But, i know it's not the truth.
Stop giving excuses, peishan.
I know it. I can't walk the path alone, I need you God.
Here i'll stand, waiting for You.
Cleanse me Lord.

2008-09-19T05:47:00.002+08:00

It's time for sch with small red puffy swollen eyes again.
Sch ends early tday. I shall visit Jadon and sis.

It's 14 more days to eoys.
Tell me now, where's my motivation?

2008-09-17T18:48:00.007+08:00

世间万千的变幻
爱把有情的人分两端

I think im suffering from mental illness and im serious.

2008-09-17T18:48:00.003+08:00

Hello i was feeling all energised in school tday though i only had 3hrs of slp. I tried to close my eyes on the way to sch, during recess and lunch break but my eyes just wouldnt shut so i could recharge myself with some rest.

School started off with the guailans and i love talking to them.
Revision papers are flooding in with alien qns staring at me.
And with the constant reminders of how near eoys are, im getting all tensed up.

People say im becoming anti-social.
And guess what i just flared at d again for no reason.
Cmon peishan, what position are you in to be doing this to the people ard you. You're just another human being in someone else's life. You want to talk to him, but he has to do his work. Why are you so unreasonable and not understanding at all now? Cant you just shut up and say okay and motivate him to study instead of saying all those nonsense? 2 months and you cant wait. What is happening to your promise?
I think you're becoming just as people have said, or perhaps even worse.

I prayed and tried my best.
And all i see is a mess i've created.
A mess no one will even bother to clean up.
A person no one will bother to care about.

For years in my life, i need mummy's hug badly now.

2008-09-16T20:23:00.006+08:00

Had a longer-than-usual conversation with d ytd night.
I was browsing through the folder of pictures in my phone and thinking of alot of things.
Adding on with a smile upon my face.
That motivation encouraged me much, and i hope it did to you too.
Study hard okay. :)

School was satisfying today except that i made careless mistakes (again) for maths quiz and my beloved mstanjenfee was absenttttttt. :(
Oh and i thought dramatisation presentation was well done so yay.

Mugging and cell with peiying bear cassandra was hm, productive?
Migrants burgess hoyt's ullman-harris Mcgee models. I was considering to take h2 geog in year 5 but i shall see how things go next year first.
Anyw to the bear bird and donkey, zoologist says we shd take the effort to bring our Bibles next week okay! :)

Okay i just spent 22mins posting this and digressing online.
I shall continue with revision now and rest early.
School ends late tmrw.
-inserts sad face-

2008-09-15T22:34:00.004+08:00

Hello earthlings tday is so not a productive day and i think im starting to have pre-eoys syndromes. Some friends around me are studying really hard and they seem to be completing much much more revision than me everyday and they go yay while i stare at my notes and go "wow you're still here". This week im getting all agitated over tiny weeny stuffs and revision hasnt been productive since saturday. Great, i've just wasted 2 days away ending with a post on this ~~nontimeconsuming~~ blog.

Holy moley, you lost this time round.
And im starting to love mstanjenfee zomgoshhh she's so cute. :)
Okay i think i will study for geog test and do revision till the clock strikes one. Or maybe two. Or three. Or perhaps till eoys are overrrrrrrr.

My motivation efficiency and wisdom,
Lord i need them all.

(I should have smiled right right right I feel so dao.)
Hello urban studies, im going to find some oil to burn tonight.

2008-09-14T20:16:00.006+08:00

I am eating dinner cooked by mummy
and im happy.
I was with you 3 hrs ago
and i was happy.

Waiting for 2 to 3 days to see mummy for a few hrs.
Waiting for a week just to see you for a few hrs.
And now i know why people say waiting for someone you love is miserable.
It's another 3 days, and another week.
I miss you mummy and sherwin.

A revelation of God's heart and God's truth.
Lord, help me to learn to repent. Help me to renew my mind.
I need you.

Hello week twoooooo.
Hello maths quiz maths test geog test.
:(

2008-09-13T23:27:00.005+08:00

Hello im back from raffles city.
Dinner was yummy.
Cell was okay.
Mugging was brain-cracking.
Long time since i had starbucks coffee yumm.
And although i dont say it very often,
i love peiying bear cassandra.
(I mean it okay.)

2008-09-13T13:50:00.001+08:00

微笑着学会珍惜拥有.
My love is in excess,
please don't let yours be the limiting reactant.
I love you.

Hello coordinate geometry.

2008-09-13T09:31:00.006+08:00

Happy belated birthday to mummy.
Bought a small cake for her when she was home on thurs and she had been so busy she forgot her bday. Im glad she appreciated my cake. And even happier that she was home. I enjoyed eating the dinner she cooked, chatting with her, and watching her iron my uniform. But no matter how hard i wish, time just wont stop there. Just like how i wish we have another minute spent tgt. Since sis gave birth, I had learnt to appreciate my mum more. With dad working night shift and mum taking care of Jadon at sis' place, the house seems like a place where i go for mugging every night and leave for sch the next morn.

School was okay yesterday. And it was great playing vball and weird games and having dinner with sarah hillary zhenling yizhen kimberley esther. Mid-autumn festival celeb was hmm. My mooncake's nice-looking and edible k. Or at least i think so. Listening to the songs during concert, I suddenly missed mummy and you alot. Trained home and had a good night rest.

Thankyou for that 30mins.
I give thanks for it.

2008-09-11T18:42:00.007+08:00

Hello it's 21 more days to eoys.
Im slowly losing my focus and motivation but i really need them cause eoys are getting near.
School has been rather dry and to add on with that little something i heard tday, my mood went down by 875614842515 times.

I never knew you were like this till tday. Please, if you have the tendency to let words ~~slip~~ out of your mouth, at least make sure they're true. Yknow, it's rather hilarious to hear all the things you've said and yet none of them makes sense. Im not angry but you see, i cant stand that hypocritical sight of you smiling and laughing in front of me and it makes me nauseous.

Yes I know.
I should forget and forgive.
Be peaceful and harmonious.
Kind, caring and understanding.
But how much respect have you given me as a schmate so that I will treat you just as good?
Im sorry I cant, and my respect for you now has gone to zero.

Jadon's birth last saturday made me realise alot of things and i do give thanks for him.
Bye, it's time for mole conceptttttttttttt.

They don't know how long it takes,
waiting for a love like this.

2008-09-10T05:31:00.003+08:00

It's a wednesday morning.
School work hasnt been really flooding but revision is definitely a headache.
Went for dental appt ytd and doctor said if all goes well i shd be able to remove my braces soon. Tightened braces and my teeth's very pain now.
Mummy will be staying at sis' place to help her during confinement. And with dad working night shift, i'll be alone when i reach home. Somehow it's good for studying but i miss mummy and her craps singing nagging cooking. :(
Oh well, at least i did revision on energy changes and finished up my work ytd(yay yay yay).
I've cut down time for using comp and watching tv. I dont want to rush through my revision and score so badly i have to prayyyyy so hard i wont have to retain. There's mole concept test coming up this fri, with maths quiz and test and geog test next week. Sigh, studyyyyyyy.

Stop digressing.

2008-09-08T06:19:00.002+08:00

Hello school.
Im not mentally prepared for all the hmk assignments projects quizes tests and for eoys.
God bless me with efficiency and wisdom.
I miss holidays.

2008-09-06T22:34:00.005+08:00

Today is a goooooood day, really.

Trained and bused to ntu to study.
Physics journal is done with mind maps for all 13 topics and a reflection. Although it wasnt in-depth revision, I managed to recap some stuffs I've forgotten so yay.
Trained to meet mummy with d to visit sis at the hospital. Yesyes, sis gave birth to baby nephew at around 10 in the morn and he's super small and smooth and cuteeeeeee. Was wondering if he'll be good-looking in the future and stuffs. It's amazing how a mum gets pregnant and 9 months later, a little life is born. But, I didnt get to hug him! Rah. :(
Nvm, I shall hug him soooon.

Bird aunty, bear aunty, donkey aunty. Hahahaha.
I can't wait to play toys with Jadon. :D
And I hope my occupation will have sth to do with children next time cause they are so cute and I am in love with cute children hiak.
Kim, how's your maternal instinct now? Give birth to more domokuns! :D

Long day tmrw.
Term 4 starts in 2 days and eoys in 27 days.
On a brighter note,
eoeoys starts in 38 days.

All the best peishan.
(Wii is fun and I won a gold medal for olympics hurhur.)

Jadon!
♥♥♥

2008-09-05T09:35:00.008+08:00

Diarrhea.
Sore throat.
Now running nose.
And with the medicine getting me all drowsy, I can't seem to get my brain working.
Why am I always sick at the wrong time.

I need to recover, I need to mug.

Do you know that when you said those words,my heart was aching.
I'm sorry for everything.

2008-09-03T22:37:00.011+08:00

Fried mushroom and fries. Now my poor throat is sore. :(

Watched Kallang Roar at Bugis tday. It's quite okay, worth the free ticket. But definitely not if you're paying money just to watch the show. Anyw I finally bought sth after much consideration. Hope she'll like it. And yes, one for myself too. D says both are nice. And I think they are. :D I dont like the weather these few days. It was pouring way before I reached home. :( Watched some tv programmes on channel 8 before I had my bath. Most of them are new shows and I realise I've been a suaku for quite long alr. :/ Oh well.

Anyw I just counted my money and I have only $15 left of my savings. That means I have to start saving again cause next month's prepaid card and ez-link topups will be due in no time. And class bbq money plus eoys chalet. Okay, peishan. It's time you stop spending money on unnecessary items again. Im helping to lighten mummy and dad's financial load, and stopping myself from splurging. Think, it's all worth it peishan. Somehow sch is good cause I have an easier life saving money. :/

And yes, nephew's gna be due anytime. But I just heard from sis that baby's head has yet to turn down, so there might be a chance that she has to undergo operation for delievery which is much more of a hassle. I shall join sis in prayers. Pray pray pray and pray. I want sis to have a safe delievery and nephew to be strong and healthy so I can hug and tickle him. Ahhhh. -Big smile-

Alright, I guess I had much fun tday. So hardcore mugging shall start again tmrw all the way till Sat so I can relax and go to Church with nth to worry about, enjoying His presence and celebrating His glory. I shall scan yellow booklet for Jasmine and then go and sleep so I'll have energy for mugging tmrw. :D

"Winners never quit, and quitters never win."
"For every minute I am angry, I lose 60secs of happiness."
And with your words, I have my motivation.

I love you.

2008-09-03T11:15:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a productive day. I mugged from nine to three. Six hours straight k. Revised Trigo1 and abit of mole concept. Then we had cell by the sea at ecp. It's nice praying blessings with the sea breeze and all. Then we went to play arcade. Very cheap there yknow. 1 token for 1 game of DDR. That's like 50cents only. :O Cas and bear played bowling and the latter poned cas with 3 strikes in a row. Im sure peiying and my songs helped too k! Lol!

Left the place at 5 plus and it was pouring. Given my umbrella size, bear and I was drenched from head to toe. Thanks Peiying for the shirt though I was still freezing my way home on the bus. Dried the things in my bag, bathed and slept all the way till this morning.

Now I cant wait for eoeoys to come so I can have more of such fun. Oh well, I should just accept the fact and mug till eoys are over. All the best to muggers, I shall do well for eoys.

-
I dont wanna do this anymore,
I dont wanna waste my 30cents.
Everytime I lose a ball,
I see my heart die a little more inside.

I believe you can fly,
I believe you can touch the sky.
You think about 30cents night and day,
it strectched its wings and fly away.

Cassandra Teo Shu Hui, songs presented to you by your ever-supporting fans(Peiying and Peishan). 1 throw 30cents leh, dont waste money k! :D

2008-09-02T08:17:00.002+08:00

Bye Im going to mug cell exercise now.
Love.
:D

2008-09-01T19:12:00.008+08:00

Hello my long-awaited ~~sept holidays~~ mugging week. D: Im proud to say, I packed the gadget poles in tuanbu neatly. On top of that, I've finished LA film peer evaluation and energy changes MCQ wks and halfway through my chem 2007 rev paper and energy changes OE wks and trigo assignment 1. That's not alot but considering campfire(sat) and church(ytd), Im very much satisfied with my progress yay. There's still alot to be done and I have to buck up now cause eoys will commence officially on 3oct. That's 33 days from now. Make full use of it peishan. There's not much time to spare once sch reopens with tests and assignments flooding in again. Now I know why people say, "Lower sec days are the best." No more of playing and joking around, it's hardcore mugging now now now. Study wont you, Peishan.

What are you doing here?

Katjes gummies are nice.
And it's time for atc proposal.

2008-08-28T23:18:00.012+08:00

Hello most of these random photos consist of people or things that had played a significant role in my life. And I do appreciate everything you all had done for me. I know Im not a perfect friend/guide/cell sister/sis/daughter/dear, and definitely not the best example of a child of God. Give me time to find myself back. And if I get lost on the way,find me back. I know it's greedy buy I need all of you in my life. Please, Im sorry.

Lord, find me back.
I want that child-like wonder and faith in me.
Where are you?
I need you in my life, Im lost in my own world.

2008-08-26T00:35:00.003+08:00

Ninth, my dear.
I love you.

2008-08-25T23:04:00.007+08:00

Authority; the power to determine, adjudicate, or otherwise settle issues or disputes; jurisdiction; the right to control, command, or determine. (http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/authority) It's a scary thing I say, that you may never know what one is up to for the sake of it. Anyone, everywhere. Well, sometimes people just tend to be carried away. I've seen and heard enough, please.

Im such a screw up you see.
The weather has been going well with my (bad)mood.
Im sorry la film group, I've not been putting in much effort.
Im sorry guides, I've not been the best of example.
Im sorry friends, I've not been treating you like how a friend should. Dao-ing you all when Im in a bad mood. Looking for you all only when I needed you desperately.
Im sorry cell sisters, I've not been spending enough time with you all. I've not been putting in effort to make our open cell a successful one. I've not been a good example, not even taking the step to reconnect with all of you who have left church/cell due to certain reasons.
Im sorry sis, I've not been showing more concern than I should towards nephew and you, and for not putting in the best for you and mummy and dad.
Im sorry mummy, I've not been taking good care of you and understanding your needs. I've been flaring up at you when all you did was to remind me to finish up my hmk, to pack my bag, to have my breakfast, to study hard. I know it's hard on you to have to take care of almost everything in the family. You're not very young anymore. Yet I dont seem to show concern when you complain to me, or tell me how unwell you are. Do takecare of yourself mummy. I love you, alot and alot.
Im sorry dad, I've not been taking the effort to make our relationship stronger. I've been ignoring you when you talk to me, flaring up at you when you showed more concern than a dad would, hating the way you do things and the way you treat mummy at times. Your heart wont change, but I can. I'll take the steps so we'll be closer than before.
Im sorry dearest, you've been the one I flare at for the most no. of times, the one who has to tolerate with all my nonsense. Im sorry I've been expecting you to be a good son to your parents when Im not one to mine. Im sorry I've been asking you to control your temper when I cant. Im sorry I've been complaing to you endlessly everyday about everything. Im sorry I've been dao-ing/flaring at you on the phone when Im not in a good mood. Im sorry Im not always there for you. Im sorry that at times when I go overboard, you still 忍气吞声 and say, "Nvm, it's my fault cause Im supposed to be responsible for you. Im sorry." Im sorry I've been expecting more than I should from you at times.
And Im sorry God, for not being the best. Im sorry for hurting You over and over again. Im sorry I've not been walking right with You. Im sorry I only searched for you when I needed you. Im sorry I've not been spending time with You. Im sorry for everything I've done and every sin I've committed. Forgive me, and bring me back to you. I need you Lord.

Filming after jasmine's MEP tmrw.
And I've yet to start on geog term assignment and revision for log test.
I've lost my motivation, again.
Sept hols, Im waiting for you ~~patiently~~.
Please, I need a break terribly.

Thankyou Sarah for listening to me. And Yizhen Kimberley for the hugs and kisses I get everyday. And people who asked if I was okay. Thank you for your love and concern and everything. I love you all.

♥

2008-08-24T23:48:00.001+08:00

I miss you.

2008-08-23T20:08:00.003+08:00

It's Saturday, and it's a rainy one. I was wet from head to toe while trying to protect sharon's camera on the way to sch. Skills test was in checkpoint basis. The sch was crowded with UGs and the weather was bad. But I guess the sec ones and twos did quite okay. But nevertheless, hope they learnt from certain mistakes pointed out to them. Caring for one another, no one gets left behind, that's guides so yay. Jiayou everyone. (:

Was drenched in the rain again on the way home. Washed up and waited for the rain to stop. Mummy accompanied me for a haircut. And when we shopped ard the supermarket after that, I was spotting and telling her of all the toys and food I loved since I was a small kid. She rmb quite alot of them and even bought them for me k. So I have my 绿豆糕, 小馒头 and yoghurt at home now yay. I love you mummy. So sweet of her right? Heh heh. -Smiles-

I have lots of work to complete this weekend. Geog term assignment, 报章报道, revision for maths quiz and test, and a few others. But, my eyes are starting to close alr! :( Nvm, I have my 小馒头s to accompany me ~~and im finishing them up soon~~ haha. I shall go and get more of them so I can have them as companions for the next few days. :D

I shall go and grab some sleep now before I start work ltr.
Goodnight Peishan. :D

You're good.
Im noob.
K?

2008-08-18T20:20:00.004+08:00

10 more mins to 830pm. Faster finish your tuition and call me. I want to talk to you badly. :(

Hi today is the start of week 9 and it means that there is only 5 weeks left to the start of eoys. Yes, It's the End-Of-You, Stupid. Okay whatever. Anyw, sch was okay but it wasnt productive. I didnt learn much tday cause I was so tired I didnt have the enrgy to solve trigo. I was so tired I was practically stoning during geog. And I was so tired I fell aslp in the canteen while waiting for Kimberley. At least chinese presentation on 桃花源 was good and lang arts was fun in dance and drama room too. :)

So yes, I planned to finish revising for physics test by tmrw so I can start my revision for maths quiz on wed and thurs. But hey, I doubt I can accomplish that cause I'm way off from physics revision. Somebody, motivate me pleaseeeee. :(

Self-conscious. It means to be excessively aware of being observed by others; conscious of oneself or one's own being.
Well, I dont want to be self-conscious. At least Im trying not to. After all, being self-conscious doesn't benefit us in any way. In fact, it makes us become more tired, trying to change our image all the time so we will look good to others. Why, isnt it good to be who I am? After all, Christ should be the one who judges, and not the people around us. We should live a life that reflects His image. And as the Bible says, our faces will reflect His radiance. Trying to put on the best look, trying to look less un-glam? No more of that, no more. I'll try really hard. For I know if one loves you, he or she wouldnt look solely by your appearance. God should be whom I want to please and honour.

I need my sleep badly.

2008-08-15T21:07:00.003+08:00

I swear she's acting demure. (Haha)(hearts)
Those are some of the pics taken on Monday with the 2 crazy people. I miss hanging out with them so much. Especially after school and eoys last year. It's always fun and laughter. Love you both! (:

Well sch was good tday. Started the day with lang arts lecture and I copied neat tidy colourful notes. :D Okay whatever it is, I did pay attention k. And I managed to finish up my chinese file in class so I dont have to do all the corrections and filing this weekend. :) Physics before recess and we got back our pop quiz. Im happy with my results. Plus I got bonus mark for diagram and working neatness. :D (And yknow Im not crediting you.) Trigo is getting totally haywire but Im glad that at least I paid attention and tried to do the qns. Geog was last. Mr Yap told us to draw our ideal settlement, how we'll plan the city etc. And he said he liked mine! :D (Muahaha to the two angels.)

Jihe was okay. And I guess PT got us slightly back on form after all the lagging of trng. Anyw I see my physical is starting to deprove so I shall go train myself more often. Well, things may not have gone as well as what we've planned but I guess there's always room for improvement. So jiayou 中三s, we can do it. (:

I shall go do my work so I'll have time for physics and maths revision this weekend. No more slacking cause it's only another 6 more weeks to eoys and I've got pretty much to catch up with. I want to score well for eoys!
Hah, work harder peishan.

IMY.

2008-08-14T21:04:00.004+08:00

Hello, this week had been busyyyyyyy. Physics quiz, chem retest, proposal, LA film, 桃花源记, and many other things. But on the bright side, I didnt do as badly as I thought I would for chinese. And, there's jihe tmrw which is sth to be happy about. :D

Monday, went out with liwen and alyson. Didnt play vball cause there were only the 3 of us. Peiying and jiayun pangseh us. :( But it was still a great time spent with those 2 crazy people, joking, chatting, camwhoring and all. I cant wait for eoys to be over so there'll be 2c chalet again cause I couldnt stay overnight the previous year and I miss all of them a whole lot.

Anyw sch was totally dry today. Maths Geog Physics ACE Chinese. All 1 hour lessons. Went to grab a bite before heading for chemistry and maths remedial. Mole concept retest, logarithms exercises, coordinate geometry recap, all the way till 6. Studying used up so much of my energy I seem to be grumpy and tired all the time and I dont like it at all. Sigh.

Ms Low started on Trigonometry.
Mr Hong started on Turning effect of forces.
Mr Yap started on Urban studies.
All the new chapters, and I dont seem to understand the slightest bit of them.

Calm down. Relax. Jiayou. Can one, dont give up. Smile.
I've told myself all these, but the smiles never last long.
Guess I have to ask God to bless me with a cheerful heart too.

Okay, I should really stop grumbling here and go do some revision.
Mindmaps and rule cards. Whatever it is, I've got to get back on track.

Cause EOYs starts in Term 4 week 4, Friday.
First paper, lang arts.

Bang.

2008-08-09T15:22:00.003+08:00

Day of His Power was rather good despite the fact that I had to miss out class outing. And to realise that there was screening of Step Up 2, Deathnote 2 and quite a few other shows I have been wanting to catch at movie marathon. :( It's kay. At least I know there's always a reason why God placed these events together so I can make a choice. Perhaps my choice was right this time.

So yes, we prayed for migrant workers and the government and some other stuffs. The feet-washing session touched my heart. Things go well in the country not solely by our own efforts, but also those of the migrant workers. Yet we've never seen how much we've mistreated them. Overloading the maids with housework, and some to even make them clean up their workplace with the same pay. Disrespecting certain countries because of certain past issues. Im not putting any blame on anyone. But I have to confess,even if it's for myself, I've been disrespectful to certain races, and certainly not the best of example as a Singaporean, a host. Guess it's time I learn to respect others, respect their religion and culture, respect their rights.

Reached home at 11plus and went to sleep. Woke up in the middle of the night with over 20 mosquito bites all over me. The itch was freaking unbearable kay. But Im glad it's all gone now.

Wanted to walk around Singapore alone since it's national day. To shop or to mug, and to enjoy Singapore on this day. But for the very same reason, the traffic's gna be flooded by evening. So Im here at grandma's hoping to at least spend time with them on this day. Yet mummy chose to go shopping with aunt and cousin. And dearest went offline to watch movie with his family. D:

Oh well. I shall continue with my work and watch Beijing Olympics on teevee.
Tday's matches are nice. Indoor vball in the morn and beach vball now.
And dad says there'll be netball matches too.
Okay bye bye bye bye bye bye!
:D

2008-08-06T20:53:00.006+08:00

(♥)
Hello Im feeling all cranky and random now. School hasnt been as productive for the past few days. Chinese test on Monday was rather flunked. Macbeth test tday was totally flunked. Mole concept open book quiz coming soon. Hope I'll do well for it. Been slacking and sleeping quite alot again and it's really bad cause I dont seem to accomplish much everyday, not to even mention revising for tests. :( Nvm, jiayou to me. I can do it right? Right. (:

Well actually Im quite happy tday cause there was pe(but no vball -sad face-). And ms low said im becoming more and more guai! Hiak hiak. But I fell aslp for awhile during geog and mr yap said the last year, the snrs had to write 3 essays for eoys(?!). That's really brain-cracking okay.
Sigh. And to think abt it, eoys is approaching in 2 months time. Yes fast, really fast. I must start to revise now now now!

So yes I have to complete proposal check class gmail for geog stuffs read geog article revise mole concept. Try to do NYAA reflections and portfolio and BP wks. Tonight.
Tmrw's a long day and there's LA filming. Lots of stuffs so I guess I shd get going now.
Bye and study Hard! (:

朋友一生一起走.
或许我们应该学会包容，关怀，体贴与照顾.

Guess I should practice some gentleness and quietness and sensitivity after all.

And Im sorry but Ive lost all the respect I had for you.

P.S. The itallics are not referring to the same person.

2008-08-02T10:02:00.005+08:00

Hello it's a Saturday morning with a swollen right eye. Mummy says it may be infection or something. I couldnt wash up my face as normal cause it hurts even if I brushed my hands over. It hurts everytime I blink my eye. And eyedrops didnt help the slightest bit. :(

School had been really good for the week. I pray hard it'll be as good or even better in the weeks to come despite the upcoming chinese chem lang arts tests plus chinese and lang arts project with will be due in the blink of an eye. (OUCH.) Okay yes so Ive got to have early nights to have the energy to pay attention in class and focusssss. As said in How to Win Friends & Influence People for Teen Girls, I shall turn others' criticism to be my rocket fuel. Don't worry sir, I'll prove you wrong and yknow, the credits will never go to you. Yes the book's really influencial and entertaining but sadly it doesnt belong to me. :(

Im into reading books recently cause I dont want to be stuck with the same old vocabs that wont get me anywhere. Anyone, any nice books? Or maybe I shd go get a few from the bookstores in town. (:
Im itching to play volleyball cause I think Im getting really noob now. Oh wait, I wasnt that good in the first place. Anyone wants a trip to the beach for vball with me? (:
Im itching to make my cheesecake and learn more culinary skills from my mum after eoys.
And Im sorry but to say that Im desperately wanting to do well for all my tests and eoys.

Oh yes, Im here selling guides cookies too. And I'll be really glad if you're interested to place your order with me. (: Liwen peiying bear cassandra jasmine angeline charlene teresa yongsheng terence junkai junjie brendan cadmus 3f anyone! I know you all have been waiting a year for it. And paper, you're not gna get away from this. :D
Chocolate cream (Blue box): $10
Chocolate mint (Green box): $10
Limited Edition (I think it's chocolate ones with tags): $12

I shall scan my lang arts notes for jasmine and have a bath now before heading for FOP.
Mugging overnight with p at changi airport tday.
Im happy tday so yay and yay and yay.
Bye everyone, happy weekend!
♥

2008-07-30T20:33:00.004+08:00

Just read an email from liwennnn. It kind of surprised me but I should say Im really touched. The bad times as well as the good ones I spent with her for the 2 years of my lower sec life. The email made me think abt 2c for quite awhile. Been really busy with cca and schwork so much that I havent had much time to hang out with my dear cadmusians. liwen jiayun chengling alyson and many many more ppl. Let's go out once eoys end okay? And we shall organise 2c chalet tgt! (: Yes Im very proud to say, I hearts Cadmus! ♥

Right. Sch has been productive for the past few days. Now I understand what Peiying meant by having sufficient rest and paying attention in class. It helps alot okay. And yay. After much practice with supplementary wks, amaths tys, and the guide from amaths textbk and peiying's revision guide, i managed to understand and be able to do bnomials! -grins- Hope I've done well for tday's binomial quiz. Logarithms is getting more complicated now but Im not going to give up cause I want to do really well for this term and eoys. (: BP was totally hilarious. But somehow, my chinese compo writing skills seem to be deproving. Sigh.

Well it's kay.
Buck up Peishan, cause I know I can do it. :D
Shall do abit of revision for maths test on friday before I go to sleep.
Sufficient sleep is essential so bye!

P.S. eoys is in say 65 days.
(Jiayou everyone. We can do it one. Can one!)

2008-07-28T21:29:00.009+08:00

School was good tday despite the fact that I was almost late for bus this morn.
First period was maths and I paid my fullest attention. Logarithms is really much easier and much more fun than binomials. Which reminds me of the binomials assignment (supposed) to be due tday. :(
3.2km for PE tday. Okay I walked the sixth round but I ran the rest of the 7 rounds okay! Guess I should go jogging more often cause my stamina's pretty horrible.
After recess was lang arts and there will be a test coming up next week on Macbethhhhhhh. Im sure I'll be dead meat then cause my essay writing skills are horrible and I have yet to finish reading Macbeth. Sighs.
Chemistry was as usual with ms tan's nagging and scolding. Mole concept is getting more and more complicated. I could do the calculations but no, I can't since the start of Part 4 and it's horrible cause there'll be a mole concept test soon too.
Assembly was MSP quiz and it was really hilarious with all the shoe-passing and lame jokes. From cub(cup) to mugger to bowler and platelets. Well, what to expect when one's sitting near angela angeline jasmine and bear? But at least they made me laugh alot.
School may seem boring tday but Im happy cause I paid attention and learnt quite a handful of things.
P.S. I didnt know that eggs contain that much calories! D:

And yes, God answers prayers.
Thank Him lots and lots.

He's the alpha and omega,
The beginning and the end.
The best of all,
He's my best friend.
(♥)

2008-07-26T08:25:00.005+08:00

The past week had been really bad.
Just a smile. And it turned out to be a chat.
Just a tweest. And it turned out to be another chat.
Cmon, Im not that stupid to talk my grades away.
Who doesnt want good grades.
I studied. I dont uds. I asked.
And hey, forget it if you dont want to explain.
What can I do when my stupidity just wants to haunt me.
What can I do?
I cant even find the strength and energy to finish up my work.
I dont even have the motivation.
Im tired of staying up late to study and flunking my tests.
Im tired of traveling to and fro buona vista everyday.
Im tired of being misunderstood.
Im tired of putting in effort and having it go down to drain.
Im tired of doing stupid things to put a smile on people's face, yet getting said noisy.
Im tired of my own procrastination.
Im really tired.
It's me and me and me.

(Shut up la peishan.)

"Fair is foul, and foul is fair."
How true.

Thanks kimberley jasmine wenzhong. And yizhen for your shoulder.
I'll be okay, it's the eighth.

2008-07-17T20:23:00.018+08:00

Yes it's Friday tmrw! But hey, there's still maths quiz on polynomials and partial fractions. Tmrw shall be a really brain-cracking day. Lecture, 500 words 演讲词, maths quiz and geog paper to be completed in class. My brain just dont seem to like to work. :( But looking on the bright side, it's MAGICBOX with Teresa, Jasmine, Shikai, Dillon and Paper tmrw. :D No Angela, Im not going to tell you who's paper. But I know Angela loves me millions and zillions cause she claims that she has been reading my blog privately since last year! Awh Angelaaaaaa. :D Anyw I did lots of retarded things tday and I shall not mention them here. Well yknow, coffeshops dont mean kopitiam but Starbucks instead to caucasians. Hmm. Kay I shall go and study for my quiz tmrw. Bye!

(Insert Picture./)
Cause you set me free,
show me how good my life could be.
♥

2008-07-15T23:18:00.002+08:00

Hi.
There's Chem test and gonghan/sihan test tmrw.
Macbeth Plot Quiz on thurs.
Maths Quiz on Friday. Polynomials and Partial Fractions.
Im pretty much screwed up this term.
Feeling all shitty after that 1 month plus of holidays.
Been eating and sleeping alot recently.
That always happen to me during exam period and it's really bad cause I'll be putting on weight again.
Another 4 tests to clear next week.
And I've yet to start my revision for tmrw's tests.
10 more wks to eoys.

Great. (Sad face)

2008-07-14T00:45:00.004+08:00

Ahahah.
It's 1245 and I dont know what Im doing here.
I feel like a pig sleeping and sleeping all the time.
I still have maths assignments to complete. Plus 学习之旅 assignment.
And Im not even sure if there's Macbeth quiz tmrw.
Hah, whatever. I shall go and do my work.
Byebye.

2008-07-13T11:12:00.003+08:00

Concert on thursday was great. But it was totally weird okay. Don't know most of them so I was kind of quiet. Anyw, the choir and band performance was good. I like. :D

Yesterday was DHS COY GIRL GUIDES 40TH ANNIVERSARY CAMPFIRE! Was in sch from 9am till 1030pm. Everyone was busy with preparation and dry run and almost everything. And my heart kind of ached during clear up. It's like everyone spent Friday and the whole of ytd preparing and all and everything got chai-ed in a short half hour. :( But still, the campfire was a success so yay. Cheers to everyone! (;

Reached home at 11 plus, slept at 12 plus, woke up at 9plus. Im still very tired. And there's a whole big lot of quizes and tests coming up so yes I need to plan my time well and mug and do well this term. Doubt there'll be chances to sleep in peace for the next 2 weeks. And hey, I really need the motivation.

2008-07-09T20:13:00.010+08:00

There's a thousand and one things I feel like telling paper but he's having tuition now. :(

It was a good day as a whole. Seating with Yongsheng for the next two terms. Bang Bang You're Dead was rather interesting though Mr Ken was really profound. Yes, permanent lang arts tchr, Mr Ken(!) woohoo. Well, despite running 4 rounds around that (wet)track and the breaking of news that we'll be having some marathon thing on 8 August(?), PE was really fun. We played floorball and I think Im starting to love it. :D And I finally know the difference between floorball and hockey yay! Yes yes yes I know Im a noob. Physics was interesting. I like kinematics. -grins- At least it's easier to understand than heat capacity. :( And yes! I managed to focus during maths and understood quite abit of partial fractions. Shall revise on polynomials soon. Anyone kind enough to tutor meeeeeee? :( And population pyramids are interesting. :)

Didnt manage to eat during recess cause the queues were really loooong. I want bigger/more canteens in school! With the rise in population, Im going to starve on days when our recesses are aligned with most of the classes. At least I made up for it with Charlene. Im gaining all my fats backkkkk with all that cream from donut and eclair. Walked around and I spent quite alot tday. Top and shorts and pouch. The pouch's in the design of the black furry ball emoticon thing on MSN and it's really adorable kay. Wanted to get the domokun pouch I saw the other day instead. But it was out of stock and the lady doesnt know when it'll come again. :(

My tummy and back have been hurting alot this time. It's super irritating kay. :( Yes, homework now. I've got quite abit of overdue homework to settle and EOYs is in say 11 weeks time? Gotta start mugging(hard) again soon. I've got lots to catch up. Sigh, jiayou for term3 everyone.

2008-07-07T09:09:00.003+08:00

Oh hi Im eating a banana.
Updates ltr. Time for campfire prep now.
Byebye.

2008-07-02T05:37:00.002+08:00

Im okay now, feeling much much better.
Thankyou to those who cared.
But I'm still going shopping for cookies with charlene lovely one day.
:D

And thankyou to you, for always being there listening to me cry and complain.
Thank God for you, d.
ILY.

2008-06-30T22:11:00.005+08:00

STOP, JUST STOP.
WONT YOU SEE SHE'S COMING BACK AGAIN.
WHY IS IT ALWAYS THAT THOSE WORDS I USE TO COMFORT OTHERS NEVER EVER WORK ON ME.
WHY AND WHY AND WHY.

I FEEL ALL HORIBLE RIGHT NOW.
SO MUCH I REALLY WANT TO CRY.
ANY SHOULDERS? :(

~~(SORRY.)~~

I'm a happy kid. (:

2008-06-27T16:15:00.005+08:00

Seventh(plus one).
Electives had been pretty fun. Macbeth is so much more interesting than Merchant of Venice though Shakespeare's plays are gory and violent. Joy Luck Club's a very nice book too. Hm, I'm now looking much forward to lang arts when formal lessons start cos it'll be Joy Luck Club(yay). Anyw we got second last for the overall results over the four days. But it doesn't really matter since all of us had learnt sooooo much from Mr Yeo. In fact with the (boring)scene we were assigned to present for the skit, I really think group 5 did a great job. Yay cheers for elective and Fehlehleh Rocher. (:

IDMI starts tday and flag raising was really hilarious with that minimal year 3s present for flag raising. 3f had been rather productive I suppose. Or at least for the logistics team. Saigang you may say but I think it was great being able to help different grps when they were short of manpower or time. Guess IDMI will bond the year 3s classes tgt quite alot since it's a whole cls effort thing for SL. (: 3f jiayou for the two days at konghwa next week. Wooo.

Morning PT with guides hadnt been really productive for me though I did join them for say 2 days? Nvm, I shall be more hardworking next week and do my morning PT everyday. Yay. POP's next week sigh. I'll miss the sec fours. ):

(♥)
一日童军，一世童军。

2008-06-24T17:52:00.004+08:00

Just read a few pages of Joy Luck Club and some read-ups. Shall do the 100 qns quiz for a break before taking my bath. (:

001. What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
Paper, ♥.
002. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
When it gets cranky and I have no choice but to 'restart' my phone.
003. What happened at 10.00am today?
Macbeth, Act5 Scene1 presentation. :D
004. When did you last cry?
Sunday.
005. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Bread?
006. What do you want in your life right now?
To finish up all my homework, be contented with everything I have and be happy! :D
007. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Depends.
008. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?
Everything huggable.
009. What bottom are you wearing now?
FBT.
010. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?
Everything's nice. :D
011. One happy thing today.
I've been happy for the day.
012. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No.
013. What was the last movie you caught?
The Happening. Ew, gory and violent.
014. What are you proud of?
Being the child of God and being a guide. (:
015. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Dun too sad la k? Next yr work harder la. Jiayou, put more effort la. ;) You can be better de. Haha.. Dun brood over your results le la. K? ;) (Kay, that was after EOYs last year.)
016. What was the last song you sang out loud?
To you. (I will lift my hands to the King, this anthem of praise I bring... I belong to You.)
017. Do you have any nicknames?
Chipmunk/Pig/Lu/PS.
018. What does your last received text message say?
Brendan says he's waiting for bus.
019. What time did you go to bed last night?
1.15am.
020. Are you currently happy?
Yes.
021. Who gives you best advice?
God.
022. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Nope.
023. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Paper.
024. Is anything bugging you right now?
Holiday hmk undone. Those gory/bloody/violent/scary/disgusting scenes in The Happening.
Something.
025. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Peiying, Jasmine and our POOOOOOOKE. :D
026. Do you wear toe socks?
No but I want a pair. Looks comfy and funny. :D
027. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Paper.
028. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Yes but I pieced them back with UHU glue.
029. What annoys you most in a person?
I shall learn to love everyone. (:
030. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Let the Spirit lead you to the truth. (:
031. Have you ever done cocaine?
No.
032. What is the colour of your room?
Very pale pink.
033. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
No. You'll probably be plagued with guilt and say that no fragrance of perfume can clean that sweet hand of yours now stained with unremovable blood spots. :( (Hah, Macbeth.)
034. Do you believed in the saying "talk in cheap"?
Huh.
035. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
Me.
036. Who was the last person to hug you?
Hm.
037. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
Hm.
038. Do you have a life?
Yes duh. -.-
039. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
Oh hi, Im not a pessimist. (:
040. What is the reason behind your blog song?
Blog song(S) you meant? Cos Relient K rocks. :D
041. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Uh, I can't remember.
042. Last time you smiled?
Qns40.
043. Have you changed this year?
Maybe?
044. What are you listening to right now?
Shepherd.
045. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
No.
046. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Both. I close them when Im sleepwalking.
047. Is there a quote you live by?
John 3:16 wooo.
048. Do you want someone you can't have?
Hm.
049. Have you ever played an instrument?
Yes.
050. What was the worst idea you've had in week?
No idea.
052. Are you happy with your love life right now?
Yes?
053. What song describe your love life?
Nothing can express. Awh.. -.-
054. Does the person know that you like him/her?
Yeahyeah.
055. Who always make you laughs?
I laugh at everything.
056. Do you speak other language other than English?
Yes.
057. Are you blonde?
No.
058. What your middle name?
Huh. Pei? Ah I dont know.
059. What are you doing tomorrow?
Morning PT. Macbeth and Joy Luck Club. Homework. 2C Outing.
060. What do you think you are like?
Don't know.
061. Who will you choose to die with?
Everyone I love.
062.Where have you been today?
School.
063. What game do you play often?
Minesweeper. :D
064. Who are you missing right now?
Paper.
065. If you've to choose between friends & love, who will you choose?
Hm, God first. :D
066. What are you doing right now?
Doing this quiz, eating dinner and breathing.
067. Which primary school are you from?
Maha Bodhi School.
068. Name 3 colours that you like.
Red Purple Yellow.
069. What emotion you like to show?
:D (:
070. What is life to you?
"Life is but a walking shadow." _adapted from the book of Siva-lism.
071. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Cry it out and ask God.
072. Who did you last chat in msn today?
Paper.
073. Who do you admire the most?
God. Past 40 batches of DHS guides.
074. Which month are you born in?
November.
075. How are you feeling right now?
Hungry so Im having my dinner.
076. What is the time now?
7 plus?
077. Where are you now?
Singapore. Bedok. My house. My room.
078. What colour did you use to dye hair?
I dye I die. -.-
079. Why are you doing this test?
Cos I wanted to take a break and Im regretting now cos I have 11 more qns to go and it's a total waste of time. -.-
080. What do you do when you're moody?
PMS.
081. At which age you wish to get marry?
26? HAHAH.
082. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend or friends?
Equally important and Hi, a boyfriend I have not.
083. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Not that much most of the time.
084. Who is the person you trust the most?
God.
086. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
For everone to be happy and peaceful together. :D
087. What is your goal for this year?
Spend more time with God family friends paper. Improve GPA. Improve skills and physical in guides. Grow tallerrrrrrr.
088. Do you believe in eternity love?
Hm yes, from Jesus.
089. What feeling do you love most?
When everything goes well and you feel relaxed-happy-contented.
090. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Hm yes I suppose.
091. What feeling you hate the most?
Betrayed, cheated, lied to, being nagged at.
092. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Most.
093. Do you believe in God?
Yes. (:
094. Who cares for you the most?
Ask the people who care for me. (:
095. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God Family Friends Vball Guides Paper.
096. What'll you bring when you fight?
Im a good kid I don't fight.
097. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
That I once backslided.
098. What would you feel that no one no longer cares for you?
Sigh.
099. What if your stead two-timed you?
Woo, he'll know by then.
100. DO YOU HATE THIS SURVEY?
Somehow but yay Im finally done with it. :D

Okay, done. I shall continue with my Joy Luck Club and holiday assignments. Plus teevee.

2008-06-23T22:57:00.003+08:00

Hello I shall do a quiz tagged by jasminegohjiaying. (8

1)What disappoints you the most?
Not doing as well as what I expected. Cheated, Betrayed, Being lied to.
2)Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
Hm, we'll see.
3)What's your favourite thing to do?
Sleep.
4)Do you think money can buy happiness?
No.
5)If u can have one dream to come true, what will it be?
Everone in this world to be happy and peaceful. (:
6)Do you believe you can survive without money?
Depends.
7)What you afraid to lose the most?
God Family Friends paper.
8)If you win $1million, what will you do?
According to Financial Lit lessons, we should save half the amount. ._. Fulfil dreams. Buy things for family friends and myself.
9)What do you think of urself?
Procrastinator. Crazy. Lazy. PMS. :D
10)List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Retarded, Funny, Nice. (:
11)What makes you happy?
Everything to be going well.
12)What type of person you hate most?
I shall learn to love everyone. (: 1John 3:23-24
13)Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
Somewhere. Probably working I suppose.
14)If you have a superpower, what will it be?
Be like 小叮当 so I can dig out anything I want from my pocket. :D
15)What do you think is the most important thing of your life?
God, family, friends, guides, paper.
16)If it's the end of world, what will it be your last wish?
For the end to become the beginning. :D
17)What do you treasure the most?
God, family, friends, paper.
18) What movies are you looking forward to next?
Get smart, Driving lessons, Zohan. :DD
19)Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
Depends.
20)What's your next aim?
To finish up this quiz, read synopsis of Macbeth, finish up my work and go to dreamland. (:

Instruction: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your own personal question,make it a total of 20 quesion, then tag 8 people in your list. List them out and end this post. Notify them in their chatter box that he/she was tagged to do these quiz.
1. You.
2. You.
3. You.
4. You.
5. You. (See I'm nice. Jiayun please do it. HAHAHA.)

2008-06-20T23:52:00.004+08:00

WOO I LOVE MY NEW SKIN. :D SKILLS TRNG. GOOD? CAMPFIRE PREP. LONG DAY BUT OKAY? AND I WATCHED THE HAPPENING YESTERDAY. DAMN IT IT'S FREAKY ENOUGH TO FEAK ME OUT THAT I AHD TO ACT LIKE AN IDIOT COVERING MY FACE AND ALMOST BURST OUT CRYING IN THE CINEMA(OKAY IM VERY TIMID IN THE FIRST PLACE SO YES). PAPER SAID CHEESECAKE'S NICE WOOHOO. TDAY ISNT AN EFFICIENT DAY FOR ME CONSIDERING THE FACT THAT I STAYED AT HOME THE WHOLE DAY JUST TO FIND THAT I ONLY REVISED 2-3 PAGES OF POLYNOMIALS. GREAT GREAT GREAT. ONCE THE CLOCK STRIKES TWELVE, IT'S GNA BE TWO MORE DAYS TO SCH REOPEN AND I HAVE THAT MUCH OF WORK UNDONE. STILL, IM HAPPY THAT I DID STH COOL TO MY BLOGSKIN. I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT. KAY BYEBYE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STYK.
(:

2008-06-16T17:21:00.004+08:00

Oh great. It's another 6 more days to the start of Term 3. This year is passing by really quickly. Seemed as though it was just days ago when I first stepped into 3f classroom. Sigh, kay that sounded emo. Havent been the very least productive with hmwk for the last few days. There's still pretty much to finish before sch starts. :/

Anyw, stayover at sis hse was quite okay. Learnt to play taxes hold them up poker(?) and watched One Night with the King. It's a Christian based show about Queen Esther. It's really good and I love the story a whole lot. Hope there's a novel version. I'll definitely get it to read. :D Went Orchard with aunts on Sat. Been a long time since I went out with them. They're really hilarious and are two great shoppers. Hah wait, which girl isnt. GSS is totally crazy. Billabong sale at Takashimaya, 70% discount. Kappa bags at $39.90. Crazy, I dont have the money. -.-

Service was good ytd. Prayers for Fathers, Magicbox updates and the Bread of Life. The sermon spoke quite alot to me. Be wise, Believe and Be Hungry for God. Yes, time for me to set aside more time for God. Cell was at Whitesands KFC. Nice time chatting about out future husbands and families and careers. Hahah. I know it sounds weird but somehow I love to think far. I've got so many things I want to do when I grow up. Oh well hope they dont become daydreams instead.

Oh and I've decided to start saving money once official lessons start. Week 3 probably cause I'm sure I'll be out somehow during electives and IDMI week. Yes, please please please stop me when I want to splurge my money on unnecessary stuffs cause I want to save alot of money to enjoy myself after eoys and for year-end GSS(HAHAH!).

Self-PT with Zhenling and Teoee tday was good and fun. Skills trng by Year 5s tmr. 8am to 1pm in sch. Duration isnt very long but frankly speaking, Im kind of scared. Nvm, God will give me the confidence and wisdom and energy I need for tmr. (: Shall rest early tonight.

Bye.♥

2008-06-13T00:04:00.007+08:00

HELLO IT'S FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTHHHHH! Mugging for the past two days wasnt too bad. Finished Chinese book review plus some Maths revision ~~but there's still alot more to be done~~. Nvm Im pretty much proud of myself yay. (: Helped someone with that little bit of Maths tday leh. Okay Im not trying to be arrogant, definitely nonono! I mean it's wonderful how two lovely brains work to solve a problem tgt. Hahah! Anyw, neighbour just came back from Taiwan. There's this Mango biscuit thing she gave us, totally yummy. Okay Im chewing on junk food very much so i better stop stop stop. Stayover at sis' place tmr. Downtown and One Night with The King and lots and lots of funnnnnn!

Maybe.. Hah stop daydreaming la peishan.
John 12 and homework. Bye.

2008-06-10T14:26:00.005+08:00

Went to watch Dead Poets Society at Joel's place ytd. Hard time dragging myself out of bed cos it was 9am at clementi. :O Anyw, it's quite a good show. (: Left straight after the show cause bear was late for her guitar lesson. Trained to eunos to fetch my cousin and walked ard a little at Whitesands before heading to meet Kianseh and my sis. Sis brought us to E-hub and I think it's quite a good place for entertainment. Cinema, arcade, Kbox and lots of restaurants. And it's just at Downtown. Yesyes, Wild Wild Wet and Escape and lots of stuffs. Anyw the food at 日本村 thr is really good. Plus we were there at buffet time so our money was really well-spent. Sashimi and Enoki Bacon! Yes yes fattening I know but oh well. Kungfu Panda was good too. Was freezing badly cos I lent my jacket to my cousin but I guess all the laughing warmed me up a little. Sent my cousin home and I realised, She's such a racist. (HAHAH.)

Jogging today was okay. 6 rounds, pumpings, zhamabu-ing and sit-ups. The old ladies and uncles were giving us weird stares when we did all that. Hahah. And it's time to build up my stamina which sucks totally today. Hey wait, it has never been really good. Went home, bathed and slept a little. Now, Diner Dash or homework? Hm we'll see. Hah.

I'm getting tired easily again.
Yes, I am tired now.
So maybe.. Goodnight. (:

Happy belated birthday, Little one. (:

2008-06-09T00:20:00.002+08:00

hello im not in the blogging mood. i love God dad mum sis kianseh cell vball guides softtoys maltesers darkchocolates florida'snatural impact donuts friedmarsbars cheesecakes and im thinking of food again. too bad, i think and get and munch on them when im in a not-so-happy mood. especially sinful ones. great, fats will all come chasing after me again but who cares. all i want is a good night sleep, a really long one. gdnight.

2008-06-07T09:37:00.002+08:00

Hello it's 937am now and paper's coming over at 3? :D Mum woke me up at 1plus ytd to shut down the comp and I sleepwalked. Was eating cornflakes away for a loooooong time before I actually shut down the comp. Hahahah. Oh wait, Im supposed to be tidying my room now. Yes now. Byeeeeeeeeee.

2008-06-06T23:03:00.007+08:00

Stupid washing machine. My 2 beloved white tees are currently yellow. Yes my PLTC shirt is one of them. #$%^&*! It was approximately a day ago i told Sarah Im obsessed with yellow recently and I get two yellow tops today. But hello, I'll rather not have them cause other than the photos, PLTC shirt is really precious to me. So precious I cried at the sight of a disgusting shade of yellow it has now. Oh well, I can only pray that the colour bleach mummy bought will be good. Sighs.

Will be tidying up my room and doing work tmrw. Much sleep needed so goodnight. (:

Takecare of yourself mummy. (hearts)

2008-06-05T21:43:00.004+08:00

Went MarinaSquare with Sarah to meet up with WenZhong, MengRan and JunKai. And the ~~ugly~~ storyboard I drew are now nicely coloured brown. Thanks to our dearest WenZhong who spilled his milo all over the place. Yes, there goes my storyboard together with the proposal and script and JunKai's assignments and lucky there's soft copy. :D So yes, we decided to do the many maths assignments instead and I struggled quite alot with the assignments. Left with Sarah to do some shopping instead at 1 plus. MarinaSquare-Suntec-RafflesCity-Stoning at stairs near MRT. Sarah is totally retardedly gay okay! Love her so muchhhhh. She's really cute. Hahahh. Stoned with her till 6 plus and trained home.

Meeting-up with Sara Esther Jennifer for reception proposals tmr. 9am at Bugis. I want my sleeeeeep. But it's kay. I'll get to see Paper tmr(hopefully). :D So yay, time for DinerDash then some work before I go to dreamland tonight.

Oh yes, I want those maltesers and mars bars and choco kuh at The Cocoa Trees. If only chocolates are fats-free healthy products. I'll stock them up at home. Hahah! Okay, Bye.

IMissYou.

2008-06-04T23:31:00.003+08:00

Shopping with Jiayun ytd was good. It's been a really long time since we went out tgt! Fun time spent with her. BugisStreet-CityHall-MarinaSquare-RafflesCity-Vivocity. Bought a few things and got kind of broke. How I wish I'm some rich kid. But it's kay, I'm not that materialistic and I do love my parents alot. (: Went to meet paper and had dinner at CityHall. Paper claims that the Nasi Lemak is good so I'm bringing Mum there on Wednesday(hopefully?). Yay.

Went for LA proj at Junkai's hse. MengRan did quite alot on the script while Junkai and I did the storyboard. Hm, I'm really sorry for my fantastic drawing. Hahah! Had Canadian Pizza for lunch. Junkai ate a whole pizza by himself. Yes, him alone. Singing, Youtubing, Audition-ing and stuffs were a total waste of time but enjoyable. Went for book fare at Suntec. Quite good deal of books there. But as you know, there's a big hole in my wallet. So yeap I went home empty-handed. ): Walked to MarinaSquare and chatted quite awhile at the food court. Trained to bedok, bought some stuffs and went home.

Money money, why won't you just fall from heaven.
Or at least Daddy God, send them to my family.

Stop it Peishan. You know you're different.
So shut up and just shut up.

2008-06-03T11:24:00.005+08:00

Chronicle of Narnia: Prince Caspian was love. KING PETERRRR! ♥♥ Neh, I dont go crazy over actors as if Im planning to marry them. But yes, the show was really good. Must watch okay. Service was about the fixed points in our lives. Yup, no doubt God should be one of our fixed points. Woo. Beef noodles at TM Kopitiam is really nice. The guys shared a big plate of ice kachang for $4. It's really huge. The journey home was looooong. Hahah!

LA project wasnt that efficient. But junkai's hse is definitely good for sleeping/studying. Hm.

Okay, shopping with Jiayun later so byeeeeee! :D

2008-06-01T10:26:00.003+08:00

Yay I know my blogskin is pretty.
It's from quite a few sources so many thanks to hilary, detonatedlove and deviantart. (:

Skills Trng was on 28&29 May.
Camp D, Outdoor Cooking, Patrol Activity, PT, OJ. I guess it's really great to work with P4, 6 and 7. And yes. For the whole Skills Trng, p6ixora was first in place, followed by p5kingfisher and p7oriole. I was really really happy. :D Still, the results don't determine anything la. In the end we're still one 届, one company of DHS GIRLGUIDES. So yay, 3 cheers for everyone! :)

Went for dinner with chipnun on friday and then to meet mum at grandma's hse.
Went to eastpoint to discuss the campfire reception proposals with jennifer ytd. Then went city hall to do work with chipnun. We're (slightly)efficient people. Hahah. Reached home at 9 plus and slept like a dont-know-what.

Been having fever and flu for the past 2 days and I'm really glad they're gone now cos there's watching of The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian with cell ltr. Plus I might be bringing cousin out to watch Kungfu Panda with chipnun sometime during the third week so yay!

I want to watch Made of Honor & Drillbit Taylor.
I want to go shopping.
I want Double-Clique outing.

Yes, I'm a greedy pig. :D

2008-05-26T18:43:00.005+08:00

HEY-HO-HI-HELLO.

So yes, I was supposed t be out studying and ~~hopefully~~ feel accomplished for probably completing a few sets of hmk. But guess what, I spent my day sleeping away instead. Eat and sleep. I'm gonna grow fat this hols. :(

"I'm afraid that I promised Him and yet I don't
commit and do what I'm supposed to. I don't want to be a passive Christian.
要做就做到最好。"

As a pre-believer, she had this mindset. And as a Christian, we often take things for granted. Thinking that at times of troubles, we have God who is there for us. Yes, it's true. As much as He loves us, Christ died on the cross to clear our sins. As much as He loves us, He is watching every step that we take. Always ensuring that we are going on the right path. But because we have all these, we tend to go our own way and only search from Him when we're in trouble. Do we even trust in the Lord and obey His words in every area of our lives? Thankyou sister. You may not know but your words did have a big impact on me. I was really touched by your love and fear of God. And yes, Im happy for your salvation.

Hillsong concert was good. Max Pavilion was totally filled and everyone was simply dancing away for God. I'll await the day when FCBC's services are like this too. And definitely, the day my parents accept Christ. I want to share His gospel. I want everyone I know to be saved. I think I've found the purpose God has for me in Christ.

"A man who fears God is delighted to keep His commands."
Dear Lord, I want my child-like faith back. I want to spend more time with You. Not only in times of trouble, but for every area of my life, I will trust in You. Come cleanse me and keep my thoughts pure. For I may bless you and be a blessing to the people around me. Lord I ask to be drawn close to You and may the words I speak be of words of blessings. Thank you Father. I ask and pray all these in Your mighty name. Amen.

And as I've promised myself, procrastination's not gonna get me this holidays. So I better be off doing my work. And in case I dont have the time to update tmr, 加油 GUIDES FOR SKILLS TRNG!

Okay byebye.

2008-05-26T12:19:00.004+08:00

Hello blog. You're seriously dead.
I dont know what to update. I really dont know.
I dont even know whats wrong.
What am I thinking. Guess I do need God right here with me now.
Okay I'll be out studying.
So, byebye.

It'll be a good day.
I(♥)You.

2008-05-17T12:38:00.011+08:00

HI.

Im back from level campppp! And I think Im growing fat fat fat.(Hey, as if I wasnt in the first place.)

12May
Dad sent peiying and I to sch so we reached at ard 6.09am. Waited for jasmine, charlene and teresa. And it seemed tht I was one of the few who had free-hands. So hunk and I helped to carry a whole lot of luggage to the gym. And yay, 3f was the first to settle down with full attendance. So we got to leave first. :D The jouney from sch to Legends Resort was loooong. After check-in, we played a series of hands-on traditional games. Tried kite-flying for the first time but it didnt fly! :( So after dinner, buses 1 to 6 went to the turtle sanctury. Those little turtles are really adorable. :D Then we traveled back to Legends. Teresa and Charlene came over and we chatted a little before curfew time. Bathed and had a good night rest with hunk. :D

13May
Woke up at ard 6.15am. Washed up and packed our bags to bring to the lobby. Returned our room keys to Mr Yap and went for breakfast. Mm. Breakfast was totally yummy. And the sunrise was pretty! Then we travled up to Terangganu, where we had a visit to Miniature Mosques. After which, it was lunch. And then touring ard Terangganu to see their different cultural crafts. Checked-in to a 4-star hotel in Terangganu, bathed and went for a dinner which was held by the state for us. (And we were on Malaysia's media that night!) Returned to the hotel, washed up and slept.

14May
Woke up at ard 6.20am this time. And it gets more and more difficult to wake jasmine up every morning. Washed up, packed up and went for breakfast. Went for central market visit, Terangganu Museum visit, Krepok Lekor Lamang, and turtle sanctury visit down at Rantau Abang. Traveled back to Legends Hotel and checked in. Dinner was held by another state this time round. After which, we had facilitation session and traveled back to the hotel.

15May
Yes, some madam woke up at 6.50am when breakfast was at 7. hahah. Guess what, i love Legends Hotel's food a whole lot. Super sumptuous. Hands-on cultural activities were fun! Mengkuang weaving, Batik Painting, Cooking and visit to Berserah Fishing Village. I must say day 4 was the most fun day of the camp which ended off with Talent Night at Lee Yuan Restaurant. Screamed and sang till my voice was hoarse. And the singing continued on the way back to hotel and when I was watching some MTV channel in the room. hoho.

16May
Woke up early this time round as we were all thinking of what to do to the chewing gums we bought. So yep. Jasmine the pig woke up! Packed our stuffs and went for breakfast. Breakfast was hmm, Good. Loaded luggage on the bus and had evaluation in the function hall abov our dining area. Reflections and speeches. But I must say that the talent night videos were really nice. :D And yes, long long journey home. Slept quite alot. Then Jasmine and I played ninty-nine with the guys. The forfeits were really funny. Like smacking yokeming's ass, hearing nick sing, asking them to answer truth qns. blahblah. Not to forget mentioning those extra 6 plates of 15RM food that we bought as a class. I think we shd be called 3Famine instead. HAHAH. Reached drop-off point which was at eunos mrt at ard 8pm. (Lucky Peiying.) Went for class dinner at TM Ajisen Ramen. I was kind of broke but still, money well-spent. Yumyum. And thanks Wenzhong, Dillon and Xintong for helping me to keep the chewing gums at the customs. Hehs.

Yes, we survived the ~~boring~~ camp.
As a class. And with jasmine teresa charlene. i love you all. :D
Double-clique has nice people, totally. (:

2008-05-12T04:10:00.002+08:00

HELLO. Level camp @ M'sia from 12-16May.
Updates when im back.

Byebye, (:

2008-04-27T10:21:00.003+08:00

Finally(!), Hello blog.

Most of the tests are over. And the tchrs are going to key in the marks for semester 1 soon. Great, I have this feeling that I did very badly this semester. :( But. I tried my best! Okay, or maybe i should do my best instead. And I still have these much to go before level camp.

28: Speech Day.
30: Physics test.
02: 微型小说due. ACE presentation. PLTC.
03: PLTC.
04: Service.
05: Expositary Essay. Chem test. Geog quiz. Intercls?
09: Jihe
10: PLTC Pioneering

Yeah, add homework and camp prep to everyday.
Hmm. Nah, Peishan can do it. (: 加油加油！

Anyway, yesterday was OJ.
Third was P3.
Second was P7.
And First was P4.
Im sure everyone had done their very best. And it was really fun. Grats to the top 3 patrols.

3 CHEERS FOR GUIDES! ♥
And the YALs and YULs for planning the OJ for us too. (:

So yes, PLTC's in 5 days time.
I promise I'll pia really hard and do my best. Well, pray hard that I won't screw up everything.

"The snrs did it, so can you. Do your best and don't let yourself down. 一生中的经验，我拼了！"

Happy Fifth plus one.
I(♥)You.

2008-04-07T23:00:00.002+08:00

Hello Week 4.

~~napfa 2.4 (Monday)~~
Physics pop quiz.(?)
Chem practical test. (Tuesday)
HCL test. (Thursday)
Maths Quiz. (Thursday)
Violence presentation. (Thursday)
HSK test. (Saturday)
Portfolio checking. (?)

1 down, and there's still many more to go. Im dying for the week to be over, seriously. I want my sleep. I want to end this post quick and study for my chem practical tmrw. So bye.

Goodnight.
Soon, i hope.

2008-04-05T08:24:00.004+08:00

YAYYYYYY IT'S A WEEKEND!
Had jihe ytd. Roll call followed by speech day rehearsal. Shall spend time practicing before the final rehearsal on the 21st. Anw, we missed skills trng and PT, which is super disappointing. :( Patrol corner was fun though. Learnt quite a few more patrol songs. Like those in barney tune, it's a small world tune and stuffs. I like the 孤单北半球 tune one quite alot. :D And yay, we got back our 1-star kayaking cert from Ms Ngau.

The jouney home was the best.
Thankyoud.(:
♥♥♥

Okay, i should pack my room a little.
Project later and my room's in a big mess.
And Hello homework, Im gna settle you today(!).

Bye. (:

2008-04-02T20:48:00.003+08:00

Hello the week has been rather tiring(so far). Ms Tan is leaving in like 2(!) months time. 2.4km's next Monday(double(!)). And i say maths is gay. Financial Lit. was fun(Macs vouchers, M&Ms, Chicken little dance and stuffs). Physics was not bad. ULTRASOUNDDDDDD! Cool invention man, seriously. :D

Tingxie tmrw. Plus CME presentation. Physics quiz? I dont know.
Photos of open cell outing another time.
Okay, I think i should get back to work.
(I WANT TO SLEEP!)
Hahah, bye! :D

2008-03-30T22:22:00.005+08:00

And I say it's a pretty Sunday.
The sun was hot and sexy.
Homework done.
Service was great.
Cell was lovely.
Ahpa and Ahma did not object.
XOXO. -Smiles.
BoonLay's night view is pretty sweet.
Just like your love.
And just as how I say what I mean,
I love you. ♥

i don't uds a single thing about solutions of quadratic equations.
tests are on week 4. (ohno)
Monday tomorrow.
Hello school, hello homework.

Amaths now.
And i feel the weight on my eyelids.
I want to sleep.
Okay, byebye.

2008-03-25T19:37:00.004+08:00

Hello there's not much work today so Im here to blog. Easter was good, and the longer-than-usual-but-not-that-long weekend was well-spent.

Poof. School wasnt that bad today.
We were impromptu-ing quite alot throughout 《时事追击》presentation. But Feng laoshi's comments werent that bad either. One-third of the class was practically sleeping through Financial Lit. lesson. New LA tchr for the day, week, month, term, semester, year? I dont know. 3 relief tchrs in 3 months. Cool? Absolutely. Actually, I do miss Miss Teng quite abit. ):

Tomorrow's a long day with HSK counseling talk till 615.
But, it's a good day and it's not going to spoil my mood. (:

Okay there's quite a few proposals and stuffs to type.
So bye.

We'll go through everything together. I'll be by your side.
5 more, and i don't know what the response will be.
Your encouragement, your motivation. I'll hold on to them.♥

2008-03-20T22:33:00.007+08:00

It was a long day. But yay, tmr's good friday. (: Guess what, i got a 11 for my recent maths common test. Hoho, i can't seem to undersand my work this term. My Leong was nice. Lamemometer! And he said we were the class he enjoyed teaching most for the week! :) Planned year3 guides CIP with Sarah. Proposal due next week, shall see what the guiders say. Girls chat are always, great.

因为这原因心情不稳定
我们之间的问题是我不相信你
敏感又多心怕你变了心
因为爱你害怕失去你
爱的天气总是阴晴不定
爱的情绪也在欢笑中哭泣

All the nonsense's coming back. What's wrong with me? Just what wrong?
PMS? An excuse for myself.

2008-03-18T22:34:00.007+08:00

Hello, I've gotten my 1-star kayaking cert and it's really cool. Expedition to kelong and capsize drills, i miss them all.♥

Term 2 has been tiring like totally. New term? I've got no comments. New workload? Hah, hope i don't lose my life. New seating arrangement? Yes, it's kind of satisfying. And, new LA tchr.! (zomg!) He's Mr Lim and he's super ~~gay~~ scewed(mentally, verbally and physically). He's vocab is astonishing. Like he can explain to you zillions of English words during his 1 hr lesson. And he says that we can learn alot through reading dictionary sometimes. :/ "RJC 出来的，果然与众不同." Hmm. I agree to that. HAHAH!

I think i should slap myself. My brain's getting rusty after that 1 week of holidays, and I never seem to sleep enough. Hoho.

"When you're with him,
there's no other place you'd rather be;
when you're not,
you can barely wait until you see him again."
-quoted from seventeen.

Oh yes, i have a sudden obssession for Film Studies &Literature.
Okay, Empire of the Sun now. (:

2008-03-14T23:34:00.005+08:00

Vivocity today.

Didn't get to watch Step up 2 cause thr was only 1 seat left. :(
Vivocity's Food Republic. Th beef noodle's good. :D
The jetty's pretty.
Candy Empire and gummies.
ToysRUs' toys and songs are adorable.
And young couple holding hands in th shopping mall. (And I do mean young.)

It was a good day.
One word, sweet.
(No details.)

Canoeing tmr.
Yey.♥

You coloured up my life, like this.

2008-03-13T20:40:00.013+08:00

We're waiting for the rest to come online.
But hey, everyone seems to be going offline instead.
And I feel the weight on my eyelids.
:(

Help out at HQ today was hilarious(towards the last part).
We were supposed to do some sort of stock check.
And on average, there were 1000 badges in each pack.
Yesyes, we applied what we learn to our daily lives okay.
Like how we round up 23 to 25 instead of taking out the badges to recount.
And telling the badges "Hello, I'm a first aider. May I help you?"
Then do CPR and count 1000.. 2000..

That sure made things easier. Hehs.

Sitting on the floor counting badges for 4hrs sure ain't fun.
But it's funny how we can make up jokes out of these.

And yes, not to forget mentioning about my belt buckle.
The HQ lady somehow made me sell my buckle cause she was ~~desperate~~ to sell it to this new girl.
And the stock would have came only in the afternoon.
It's not about the way she made me sell my buckle, it's not about her integrity, it's not about the new buckle I will get.
But hey, that belt buckle somewhat has great sentimental value to me okay.
Pia-ing through OJs and camps with it. Rah.

Shopping alone at bugis was weird.
But ney, it's not the first time I'm doing that.
Hahah.

Homework's in good condition.
Good condition as in no pen ink and correction liquids and pencil marks and notes on the assignments.
Somebody, motivate me to mug. :3

Pictures!
Guides HQ.

Efficient workers (:

Or maybe, not.

But still, we finished what we were told to do.

-
PEISHAN ♥ I want Your love, Lord. says: okay so as to the pts
PEISHAN ♥ I want Your love, Lord. says: lets think of gd pts
[jasmine] says: relax
PEISHAN ♥ I want Your love, Lord. says: LOL!
[jasmine] says: lol
[jasmine] says: really wad
[jasmine] says: no stress
PEISHAN ♥ I want Your love, Lord. says: lol, but if not i like very bad lor. nvr contribute much
[jasmine] says: no i mean one of the gd pts is relaxation
[jasmine] says: LOLS PS
PEISHAN ♥ I want Your love, Lord. says: -_____________-
PEISHAN ♥ I want Your love, Lord. says: OMG
PEISHAN ♥ I want Your love, Lord. says: LOL!
[jasmine] says: LOL!!!!!!!!!!!

Omg, this is funny.
Can someone tell me how ~~stupid~~ I am?

2008-03-12T22:41:00.000+08:00

Yay, hello.
I'm back blogging again. :D
School's busy. Everyone's busy.
So yeah, no guarantees of frequent updates.

I remember the word i used to describe myself during orientation.
Peishan. P for Procrastination. That's so true, isn't it?
It's Wednesday already. And I've only completed chem wks.
Which only consists that little questions.
Yesyes, continue doing that. You'll flunk your exams and get a super duper low gpa.
Did i just mention low?

Heard many people's gpa are being monitored.
Like "If you get below what we expect, you're out of IP" kind of thing.
Yes, I have this strong feeling I'm one of them.
And if i don't buck up, maybe I can start to think about Olevels instead.
Hmm.

Great, my nose is running a marathon.
And my throat hurts.
And my head is aching.
And my braces are hurting too.
Nono, fever please don't attack me.
I need to recover. I have lots to complete.
Rah.

Off from computer.
There's still HQ duty tmr.
Jiayou Peishan!